Many times in life we are caught in a phase where we have many things to do and we know what would be the best for us, but don't know why we don't follow the direction which we thought was best... we just want to sometimes sit idle and watch what life has to offer..
Sometimes, I talk really big! :-o but may be like someone has talent of dancing, singing, academics.. may be this is my talent.. Talking! :D I want to talk to people..people who are close to me.. i want them to know how much i care for them.. and i do plan up a lot for them which hopefully makes them happy.. but you know when you do such things.. you unknowingly start expecting! :-|
and when the same people, for whom, you changed your ways and left your dreams... don't have time for you.. it doesn't hurt much because you know everyone has work and they are busy.. but sometimes.. when people don't care to even send in a message to ask if you were at all alive!, even when later you know that they were free but a thought about you just didn't come to them.. it hurts... :(
and it is understandable as well... everyone in this world likes to be loved and taken care of.. everyone has a diff. satisfaction level and diff. things make them happy... i would like it when my close ones have me on their top priority sometime.. but alas that day may be would never come..
On a sad note now :P Signing off with a wish to die and no longer live in this world and under the sky so high :P :-|
